So tonight I am realising a couple things 1. I do not want to be like Jonah who finally surrendered, but only surrendered to God's power and not His love; and then died a bitter man on a hill under a tree 2. I do not want to be like the prodigal son who walked away from God's love.
Father loves me. It is that simple and true and totally unconditionally profound and undeserved! For the past couple of days I have pretty much been having a temper tantrum, and I have treated Father like He does not deserve to be treated. He is love and He is faithful and yes, things may not have gone in my life as I have hoped, but I do know that He will use it for good if I stop dragging my feet and getting in the way.
"Father I love you and I want to be totally abandoned to you and you alone. Thank you that you can handle me not handling it well and that you love me despite me!
Life is hard here Father and I need to know you are there.. but I thank you that I can be honest with you and I dont have to pretend!!"
Til Next time
Jacqueline
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