This post is just to remind me once again on how faithful God is to me. It is really a journal entry for myself. For the last two months I have I had no rental money from my rooms upstairs; and I was beginning to worry.

I am not sure why I do, as the more correct thing to do would be to pray "Father I know you are going to provide as i followed your leading to giving that room to that girl; I am choosing to trust you even though I feel nervous about finances". ..  or something like that.

Not only that but I am also working hard on my health and have started a diet. My blood sugars have been off (not diabetic but to me too close) and I weigh  xxx lbs.. I am not proud of this; but I didnt know how to lose it on my own. I havent gained any in a long time but I have not lost as much as I was hoping to in the last 6 months.
So, upon leading of one of my financial ministry supporters, I have joined a diet and in 5 days I have lost 7lbs . Of course in the back of my head I am nervous that I will lose and then gain it all back; but I am determined to be healthy and I KNOW once I get under xxxlbs - I will never get here again. BUT IT IS A VERY COSTLY diet .. and money is not something I have lots of. So it was a step of faith.

Yesterday I received a cheque in mail and I am so thrilled. It is a partial amount for back pay for a disability child tax benefit for Melanie for all of last year. It has covered the diet cost for ten weeks AND the two months rental for that room. Thank you God; and thank you also that the weight is coming off well so far. I am actually not even too hungry.
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There was once a time that I thought that if I had a good relationship with God I wouldnt need to diet and I would isntantly begin losing weight; so glad I have been freed from yet another lie that was exposed I believed.

Well thats all for now
Jacqueline