Just a brief update to say "all is well". It has been a quiet journey for me the last couple of weeks, but a much needed time of rest and reflection which has proven to be very beneficial.
In a couple of weeks I will be back to work and getting ready for another school term to resume; I do love routines and I do love bein in school as well. I have been challenged to apply for social work program as well; so we will see where that takes me. I think the school OSAP debt is large enough, but being a social worker has always been a dream of mine; even more than a therapist... both of which I believe I am gifted at.
I continue the journey to understand a label of depression - well actually it falls under the category of "mood disorder". A label doesnt have to change anything; but should give a better understanding of something that is part of who the person is, or what the person (me) has to deal with.
I have entered an embarrassed state at how I handled things but I do feel better than I have in a very long time. I am hoping a brand new normal is going to come out of all of this as I continue to work through, and educate myself.
It definitely gives me a new understanding of others as I think back to those I have come across throughout my journey this far; and I am even more disgusted with Christians who declare judgement on someone - my word of advice for them would be "educate yourself and stop assuming you know it all". There I said it :)
